1997 - 4 A.M. Conversation

I know I feel I should explain
A little better for your mind
To take the time and listen

It's just that I have heard it all before
I'm not in this to clarify certain situations
Surrounding thoughts of me and you
I know you're scared but I am too

Say I'm immature, that I hide behind a mask
(You know that I'm right)
I'd rather run away than give this love a chance

I'm doing the best, I'm doing the best that I can
No you're not, you're just like the rest
Just like the rest of them (rest of them)

When we first met I tried to enjoy this rush
(you never got the chance)
I'm so uncomfortable to let you in
When we first made love I knew that you were mine
(This isn't right)
What can we do to ruin what we've made?

You sat on the easy steal and I'm bitten raw with pride
(You know that I'm right)
You said I too often had to hold me by your side

I'm doing the best, I'm doing the best that I can
No you're not, you're just like the rest
Just like the rest of them (rest of them)

Maybe it's better just to wait
I'll be a man someday, but not right now
But not right now

I'm doing the best, I'm doing the best that I can
No you're not, you're just like the rest
Just like the rest of them (rest of them)